Janar: A Sci-FI Alien Romance (Jorathian Warriors Book 1) Read online

  "OH yes, yes." I moaned softly.

  "I love you Lauren." he admitted as he kissed a path down from my lips, kissing my neck before getting to my breasts.

  He gripped my waist and leaned in with his lips pressing around my breasts, he smacked them against my mounds and pulled my flesh with his lips. He teased my right nipple with his left hand while suckling on my left with his mouth. His tongue flicked that pink nub of flesh around and I could feel him gently biting my flesh with his fangs. I whimper and continued to shake while his fingers pressed into my waist. I can feel him getting harder and harder, that bulge was sliding against my thighs and I was getting slick just thinking about what he could do to me at the moment. For now though, I would indulge myself. I allow him to suckle my ample mounds and grip my curves, he began sliding his fingers along my sizeable body while I moaned for him gently.

  "I love your body." he said, rarely did men say that about my curvaceous figure but he did and it meant the world to me that he accepted me and my figure.

  His pecs tensed, his arms flexed, his muscles straining as I gazed at every inch of his incredible body. All of those scars revealed themselves in the dim, orange light of the heater. I run my hands through his black hair and feel him get on top before he spreads my legs and kisses down to my soaking wetness. He glances at my folds and runs one of his long blue fingers along it. I rubbed his tense, massive, and cut back muscles as he leaned in, his strong arms spreading my legs as his tongue danced over my folds and gently teased my clit through the clitoral hood.

  "Ahhhhh." I let out a slight moan, arching my back as he rubbed my thighs with his fingers and let his tongue slither over my clit and my folds.

  "So wet, so delicious." he said. He kissed my soaking womanhood before spreading my folds and slipping one of his long fingers inside of me. He begins to slide his finger in and out of me, the tip of it hooks and rubbed my walls over and over again while I groaned.

  "Yes, yes, oh god yes." I said, gripping the sheets.

  He licks my clit while slipping his right fingers deeper and deeper inside of me. He keeps his left hand on my breasts, massaging my curves and rubbing my nipples while I shut my eyes and the blond hair flings over the sides of my face. I can feel that tongue gently rolling in circles around my clit, only teasing me gently while I continued to rock my hips forward in the hopes that he would discover all the right spots. He did. He rubbed that special point that made me quiver and groan, that made me nearly scream, he runs his fingers over it and dashed his hands along the nerve bundle while I continued to moan for him.

  "Don't stop, don't stop." I begged him before he removed his fingers and spread my folds to invite his tongue inside instead.

  "Would this be more suitable?" he asked and I smiled.

  "Of course it would." I groaned.

  He sinks his long Jorathian tongue into me and rolls it against my walls while I moaned for him. I feel it digging all the way in as the tip of his lengthy tongue slithered across my folds and struck every nerve bundle that would make me grip the back of his head and dig him in even more. I gripped the back of his neck and rubbed the locks of black hair as I allowed his tongue to dig deeper and deeper inside of me. I can feel the tip of it rolling over my walls, rushing over my cervix and my fluid covered flesh as his tongue squirmed while inside of me, His long fingers on his right hand continued to roll over my clit while his left rubbed my thighs, I was getting so close, he was making me reach an apex of pleasure that I hadn't thought possible with any human man but this Jorahtian was showing me different.

  And then he stopped.

  "Why did you stop?" I asked and giggled before he pulled me towards him. His strong back and arms pulling me back and laying me flat on the bed as he spread my legs. I got a good look at every inch of muscle on him, those rippling scars that blended in with the darkness, his pecs and abs tensing while my eyes surveyed him.

  "Ready?" he asked me and I glanced at his member, that thick blue throbbing flesh hanging near my folds that gently slides over my flesh before he sinks into me.

  I shut my eyes as I feel his fingers run along my thighs, his hands pressing against my leg as he spreads them and sinks his member into my soaking wetness. I gasped and arched my back as he grasped me, hugging me tightly as he sinks himself deeper and deeper inside of me.

  "Don't stop, don't stop. Go all the way." I groaned for him as I feel him fill me out with his size.

  His tip dashes along my walls, he fills me completely with his gargantuan size and I shut my eyes as I am completely filled by him. His member was a bit more textured than a human one, there were ridges and bumps at certain spots to make the experience all the more pleasurable for me. I can feel my tits shaking, my curves contorting against his body as he sinks all the way inside and doesn't let up. My backside pressed against the soft fabric and I feel his fingers run down to my crotch to flick my clit while he filled me up.

  "Use me, use me." I moaned, I wanted to be made to feel small by his incredibly powerful alien body.

  He grasps my legs and hoists them above his shoulder, he pulls me closer and sinks all the way in with his size continually whipping over my walls. I can feel his tip swelling as it rubbed my cervix, the ridges on his member whipping over all of those sensitive nerve endings inside of me.

  "Yes, yes!" I cried.

  He rolled my clit under his finger and he slides all the way in, his pace unrelenting as he continually arched his back while filling me out with his size. I shut my eyes and cried out, I feel my breasts whipping back and forth as he captured one of them in his grasp. I locked my gaze with his green eyes and his muscles tensed up, he flexes and I admire the sheer length of his body, the sheer power that he had. I run my fingers along the ridges of his abs, his pecs, feeling all of the scars and bumps on his skin as he filled me continuously.

  "I'm going to-oh god!" I cried out as he slides all the way inside.

  I shut my eyes and bite my lip as I feel his tip slide along my inner walls. He was quickly approaching his own climax as well. I stared at his pecs as they tensed up and his abs as they flexed, his strong arms gripping my legs while his strong forearms slide against my thighs. He slides all the way in before letting it loose, shutting his eyes and growling loudly in sequence with my moaning.

  "AHH!" I cried out as his seed splashed along my walls. All of that hot seed drifting over my cervix and my walls while I groaned for him. I shut my eyes as my walls clench him, gripping him as the juices run over his length, his entire powerful member throbbing as he pulled it out of me and I sighed.

  "Oh god, oh god." I whimpered.

  He lets out a low moan and rolled onto his side, pulling the covers back over our bodies. He was flush, as was I, the two of us were moaning softly while gazing at one another and I could see the sweat crowning his brow. I reached out and dashed my finger along his cheek as he reached around and gripped my back, pulling me into an embrace as I rested my head against his chest.

  "I love you." I moaned.

  "I love you." he whispered into my ear.

  I nestle my head into his chest, I feel the powerful pectoral muscles slide along my cheek as he let out a low growl while holding me. His strong arms wrapped around me while his long fingers run along my back. I let him sigh while holding me, our breathing was in perfect synchronization.

  It was a rather strange thought really. I thought I would have ended up with some human researcher such as James, not once did it occur to me that I might actually end up with an alien, a Jorathian. Before him i've never met one, he was the first alien I really befriended and also the first one that I really loved in such a manner. I glance over at him and I can't help but smile for a bit, he smiles back at me and runs his fingers through my long blond hair, my hands playfully sliding over his muscular body.

  "I haven't done that in a while." I remarked and he only flashed a quick smile.

  "That was the first time i've ever done that. I heard ru
mors that humans and Jorathians were compatible but I was never sure." he stated and my eyes widened. For a beginner he put on quite the performance.

  "First time? Really? You've never had a woman before?" I asked him and he shakes his head, grinning with a glee that I have never seen him adopt before.

  "A Jorathian only falls in love once. With his mate." he remarked and my eyes widened. His mate? Really?

  "I'm....i'm your mate? What does that even mean? Am I....am I bound to you for life?" I asked him and his eyes softened, his lips forming a pout.

  "I cannot force you to do anything you don't want to do. I just wanted to let you know what you meant to me. A mate is traditionally meant to be someone you form a family unit with but you do want to return home....I won't keep you." he stated, something was bothering him, it became more apparent when he brought up my return to Earth. I raised an eyebrow but didn't probe anymore.

  We stay there for a while, gazing at the dull grey wall that was illuminated by the orange glow of the heater. I looked at him for a while, his face shifted from contentment to regret, to fear, to contentment once more. He gazes at me and looks away, shaking his head before sitting up and leaping to his feet. He was holding his head in his hand and stumbling around.

  "No, no, no." he said.

  "What's wrong?" I asked him.

  "Goddamnit no." he remarked and banged on the wall of the ship, it wasn't safe for him to be out of bed, especially not in a chilly room like this.

  "What the hell is wrong Janar?" I asked him, running up and gripping his back, attempting to pull his body back to the bed but he pulls away from me and sits in the corner.

  "Why-" I began but he shook his head and shot out one of his hands. "No! Just give me.....just give me a moment." he states.

  I keep my gaze on him as he shakes his head and curses to himself. I sat next to the heater and feel a cold chill run across my spine, whatever he was about to tell me I had the feeling that it wouldn't be anything that I would like to hear. I wanted to get close and hold his hand but he didn't want that at the moment, he needed his time alone.

  "Is this about the mating? About me? What is it?" I asked him, he was covering his face with his hands but moved them away and glanced at me. He shakes his head and curses before letting it all out.

  "I.......I've been lying to you. I don't actually work for the Jorathians, I don't work for anybody and i'm not taking you to a rendezvous point." he said and I blinked in confusion.

  "What? What are you talking about? You've been lying?" I asked in shock, a frown marring my face, strands of blond hair flickering over my eyes.

  "I worked for Khor, I was one of his lieutenants and deployed to Arasin on a mission to conquer it along with the rest of his forces. I was only meant to capture some executive but....I captured you instead to get back at Khor." He muttered and my eyes widened.

  He was.....he was one of those animals? He was using me?

  I could feel the tears beginning to well up in my eyes, my stomach was in knots as he went through his story and I could only shake my head. No way was any of this true, this couldn't be true but his facial expression told me that every word of it was real. If he was attempting to get back at Khor then what was it for? Why did he need me? I tried to blurt out the question but every time I did it felt like my throat was dry.

  "Khor.....he killed an outpost of Jorathians, a colony. I don't know why that was the one that broke me because he did the same thing to countless other colonies during my missions and I didn't even bat an eye. This one occurred last year and it......it snapped something inside of me. It made me want to kill him, to bring him to justice so I targeted you, knowing that you were his mate. I was going to take you to an old colony and lure him into a trap that would.....kill us all." he stated and I covered my mouth, I backed away from him and grabbed my things. I slipped my clothes on before running out of the room, leaving him there all by his lonesome as the shock of what had just happened rocked me.

  I was....I was just a tool to him?

  I find myself wandering the hallways, he was still inside there and I could hear him cursing himself. I couldn't even think about the repairs or the medical care or any of the other worries that had been pestering me over the last couple of days. My thoughts kept going back to his deception, to his plan to...kill me. I felt ill, I felt betrayed, I even felt angry, but most of all I felt empty.

  Was I truly alone?

  I sit there at the pilot's seat, my hands running along the cold leather as I shut my eyes and shake my head. The cold of the room seeps in and I hear something inch its way into the room, I look back and see Fi, floating before dropping down next to me.

  "Hey...." I muttered.

  "You should go back to your quarters, it's too cold out here." Fi said, my hair was a disheveled mess, my eyes were red from the tears, the last thing I needed right now was to see him again. I glance at my cubic friend whose screen flashed a blank pixelated face.

  "I don't....I don't want to. I can't see him anymore, not like this. I feel betrayed......he's going to kill me." I stated.

  "That was his original plan but he's....changed. I can reassure you that he has changed, he's trying to be better. You should have seen him when I first joined, he was ruthless, brutal, he had no time for affection at all. That day when he witnessed the massacre things changed, he helped people, he cared, he went out of his way to sabotage any plans that Khor had. He's not a monster and he most certainly isn't going to hurt you." said Fi.

  "How would you know?" I asked her.

  "I know because he loves you." she started and I shook my head.

  "If he can lie about my whole reason being here with him then why can't he lie about that too? Face it, i'm just going to be used, at least Khor will die in the process." I muttered but I hear something click and look down at the cube, the screen had turned on and was flickering a shade of static white.

  I glanced at the screen as old tapes of him and I eating in that kitchen came up. This was footage from the security camera and it went through all of the conversations we had. Gradually I saw him grow more and more gregarious, gradually I saw the two of us get closer and closer together. The footage ends about 5 minutes later and I stared at the blank face on the screen, unsure of what to say.

  "Please forgive him. Please. You truly love him don't you?" she asked me and I bite my lip, turning away and frowning.

  "I don't know anymore. I really don't. I don't know about anything anymore....I just want to go home." I frowned and get to my feet, stumbling back to the room. I could see him lying there, I knew he was awake but simply turned away so I wouldn't see him. I sighed and laid on my bed, slipping the covers over and shutting my eyes, trying to wash this nightmare away. I didn't know what I would even tell him tomorrow, what I would even say once we were back online. All I had to focus on now was getting off of this planet, of being free. His confession didn't mean anything in the short term....But was he being truthful? Was Fi right? Has he really changed? In the span of an hour he went from being my hero to just another manipulator.

  But when I glanced over at his body under those sheets, when I heard him whispering softly to himself, I knew that I wanted to forgive him.

  CHAPTER TEN

  Janar

  She didn't take the news well, that was to be expected.

  I was at the lowest of my lows now, unable to get out of bed and do anything useful and unable to converse with her as openly as I had before. I was going to inform her once we got closer but yesterday night, that night of passion when we both had confessed how we felt......it broke me. I could no longer lie to this woman, this woman that I have grown to love. I just wished I would have told her since the beginning, I wished that I didn't lead her on and grow so close to her. That's what I wished most of all.

  Today she didn't say a word to me. She simply walked up and gave me my pills before leaving. I was left there all by myself in that bedroom, Fi floated by e
very once in a while and attempted to poke some details out of me but.....I usually responded with silence.

  The nights were colder without her in bed with me. Of course it had only been that one time but I longed for more nights such as that, with her in my arms, us bundling together for warmth. I looked at her, laying there across from me in her bed, turned away, not wanting to say another word. She spent the entire day doing repairs, doing what she could and keeping watch, I felt so helpless, so weak and small since she was the one that I was using, the one that I had been manipulating. The same woman that I had been leading on was now saving my life, I was such a weak fool.

  I find myself gripping the sheets, the throes of the illness had left me and made way for the waves of depression that kept on washing over me. I shut my eyes and tried to think of something else, anything else that would help me get to my feet faster. I willed my recovery, I forced myself to walk around and observe her. She would sense me but wouldn't look back, she wouldn't look back while she soldered wires together or ordered the nanites to repair the thrusters. She wouldn't look back when she was fixing the rations up and placing them near my bedside without a word said to me.

  That was the thing I missed the most, the moments when my green eyes would lock with her's and I would feel her presence engulfing me.

  By the end of the 8th day I was healthy enough to get back on my feet fully and help her out. I was in the engine room even earlier than her and began repairs. When she awoke I said not a word to her and she didn't say a word to me as we kept on doing our repairs. Fi, her, and I all bundled in that room, working more like a machine than an actual family unit.

  "Fi, what do I need for this?" I asked aloud and my trusty AI chirped back: